Salam...
I just remembered why it happened. Why I did what I did, but I don't have the courage to tell and let it out because I know now that it won't change anything.
I don't know how many times I hope Allah showed me the correct path.
May this always be the right choice. Aminn ~
Salam...
Year 2024. One year older. The same old me.
We had a fight. Cruel. Unnecessary. But it happened.
And now, I sit here realising that, time sure do heal any damages done, but the scar remains.
We scarred. All of us.
I'm afraid and brave at the same time. I feel tired, lelah, but I don't wanna let what we had right now crumbled.
The thought of it send a cold shiver to my spine.
But I believe. Time will heal everything. Amin.
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I do know that sometimes what I did is not leveling with your expectations. Somehow I feel that my efforts should be appreciated. It hurts, I know I shouldn't be. I'm sad, I know I shouldn't be.
