I left my blog for one month.
It's not that I'm getting bored with it.
Just my life during that month is kind of bored.
Just things that I dont want to share here.
Bad things that I'd done.
Very bad till I dont know myself anymore.
Was it really me doing it.
Or was it someone else that using my body and my mind to do such things.
Now I am moving to a new phase of my life.
The first step into that dream life has been taken.
The first step seems easy and simple.
And I think I'd done it beautifully.
Just some error here and there that I managed to top up later.
Now I'm trying to bring us to the next step.
We are trying to bring this relationship to the next phase.
I hope this process wont take too much time.
I dont want to put too much hope.
The longer it takes to reach the next phase the higher my hope.
I dont want to fall and break.
I just wanna fall in love and there he will wait for me to catch me and save me from breaking.