Wednesday, August 20, 2014

STOP POST JIWA JIWA...

Salam~
Annyeong~

Starting this day onwards.
I Hope and I will not post something yang jiwa2 sangat dah.
Even bila baca sendiri pon aku rase menyampah kat si penulis.
Hehehehe..

Iyolah..
Aku yang tulis.
Aku yang suka.
Orang lain tak suka.
I realised it cuz when I read other people jiwa2 stories also makes me go green sometimes.
Maybe some stories are really touched and good to read.
The "some" is only small parts of the "all".

So I decided to stop it.
GO GET A DIARY!!
I told myself.

Sorry for the inconveniences and the wek2 things yang korang terpakse go through masa baca my entry.
Back to my normal boring life that someday I want to make it interesting.
Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.

Salam~
Annyeong~ 



Tuesday, August 12, 2014

WE #3

Salam~
Annyeong~

Trust!
Yeps...
And that is why I'm telling you all my secrets.
Yes, when I said all, it really means all.

You know what.
Too much until it made you angry.
Sorry for showing the bad side of me.
I just don't wanna hide things form you.
It is better if you know who am I in the past.
The past is in the past.
Even I don't do it anymore but the story had become my history.
It was part of my life.
It makes me the me now.
Sorry...
(Eh ayat terabur sket, tapi boleh paham kan?)

When I feel like to be the old me, the bad me, you came.
You was directing me to you.
Bukan lah jalan yang bercahaya sangat.
But its better, and I can see you clear enough.
I hope someday the path will become brighter.
That was how I manage to control my life again.
With you to lead.
Direktor kecil which is not so small.

You said you trust me.
Jangan sia2 kan your trust.
I feel touched.
I trust you even more.
In the same time, I am afraid.
I don't wanna lose you.

Nerve-wrecking moment will come shortly.
I am nervous.
Butterflies in my stomach.
Sebab to boncit hahaha...
Masa taip ni pon my hands are shaking.
Pfttt..
Please, please, please...
Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar...
Aminnnn...

#tahpapejengarut2
#sorrysebabakungahfeelingcamni




Friday, August 1, 2014

SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD?

Salam~
Annyeong~

Familiar kan dengar that sentence.
Lagu zaman dulu2.
Tapi sekarang still boleh pakai ke.
Ada orang yang dengan senangnye cakap sorry.
Padahal they don't really mean it.

But today...
I am truly, deeply, feeling sorry.

Dear somenone,
  Saya tahu saya banyak sangat buat salah dengan awak. Saya mintak macam2 and awak bagi macam2 yang saya mintak. Walaupun awak dah pesan awal2 supaya kita tak take this situation further but I insist. Akhirnya terjauh lah jugak sikit. Saya tahu apa yang awak buat ni untuk kepentingan kita. Bukan untuk awak sorang je. Tapi untuk saya jugak. Awak tahu saya tak mampu kalau saya buat sorang2 sebab tu awak ambik keputusan ni kan. Saya rasa shocked jugak bila dapat tahu but after a while. I can relate this situation to what we had done and I think it was a good move made by you. Thank you and sorry cuz I brought you in this kind of situation. I promise not to repeat the same mistake again. Thank you for reminding me what is good and what is bad. Thank you for willing to know me and be friend with me even for a while. Thank you for ypur support when I'm feeling down that day. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
  I am really really sorry. Knowing you is not a mistake. I don't know what you'd think but I'm glad because I meet someone that can turn me back to become me again.

#IvebeenblockedforgoodandIacceptitwithwillingheart
#imnotsogoodthatswhy